[ad_1] yes, this is rendered in real-time! This demonstration is a collaboration between Epic’s ray tracing experts, NVIDIA GPU engineers and the creative artistry of ILMxLAB. Peek into the future… source
yes, this is rendered in real-time! This demonstration is a collaboration between Epic's ray tracing experts, NVIDIA GPU engineers and the creative artistry of ILMxLAB. Peek into the future... source
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Epic Games, in collaboration with NVIDIA and ILMxLAB, today gave the first public demonstration of real-time ray tracing in Unreal Engine. Real-time ray tracing is considered to be a holy grail for those creating high-end cinematic imagery, and one that…
Epic Games, in collaboration with NVIDIA and ILMxLAB, today gave the first public demonstration of real-time ray tracing in Unreal Engine. Real-time ray tracing is considered to be a holy grail for…
At the Game Developers Conference (GDC) earlier this week, we learned that Microsoft, Nvidia and AMD were all working on bringing Ray Tracing technology to the video game world. Now, the folks over at Epic Games have talked more about it during their…
At the Game Developers Conference (GDC) earlier this week, we learned that Microsoft, Nvidia and AMD were all working on bringing Ray Tracing technology to the video game world. Now, the folks over at
Sage Sri, Sankara was very careful with his choice of semantic analysis and use of words - taught at different levels of doctrine at different times as the situation warranted. The Advaitic formula, to be successively re...
Peek into the future of real-time computer graphics with “Reflections,” the first demonstration of real-time raytracing in Unreal Engine 4 using Microsoft’s new DXR framework and NVIDIA RTX technology for Volta GPUs. The Reflections demo illustrates the next-gen experimental lighting and rendering techniques in Unreal Engine, developed in collaboration with NVIDIA and ILMxLAB.
Oeanc, a virtual currency that adapts to the trend of the times
In today's society, the pace of scientific and technological progress has not stopped and the economic model has developed in an all-round manner. Many investors have seen a new atmosphere of social economy and learned about new forms of currency. The most typical of these is the virtual currency. So what is virtual currency? Virtual currency, as the name implies, refers to the unreal currency. For example, the Q currency used by people today is a virtual currency. It is purchased online and consumed online. The leader in virtual currency is Oeanc, a virtual currency that has been widely recognized and recognized by the people and complies with the trend of the times.
From a time point of view, Oeanc can be regarded as the latest virtual currency currently produced because it was proposed in January 2018. Oeanc integrated the concept of maritime trade, avoided many problems in maritime trade, and avoided many risks in maritime trade. It solves problems in a more scientific and effective way and designs products from a scientific and rigorous point of view. Oeanc understands people's psychological stability and protects the public's funds and information security. This also determines that the emergence of Oeanc will surely create a sensation, and investors will also invest in it.
In terms of restrictions, the scope of maritime trade is broad and it is not just a country or individual investor. Oeanc made use of network technology to make global maritime trade more global. The problem of geographical restrictions was broken. Once space constraints are resolved, Oeanc has a bright future.
From a technical point of view, Oeanc uses the blockchain transaction method, and blockchain technology can be understood as a book in the transaction process. Various information in the transaction is recorded in detail, and the ordinary transaction accounting model With the increase of recorded information, there will be chaos, and blockchain technology, when trading 5 to 100 nodes, its operation is more convenient and faster, and the records are more detailed. In addition, Oeanc uses the SHA256 encryption algorithm, which is quite complex and therefore its confidentiality mechanism is also quite effective. Therefore, investors do not have to worry about such issues as information leakage, and do not need to worry about transaction information being tampered with by a third party, and both parties obtain higher security.]]>
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In the 21st century, with the rapid development of science and technology, what are the turbulences in the global financial system? The real currency cannot meet the needs of the people. What changes should happen? There are many crisis loopholes in marine trade. One by one problem, if it cannot be faced, it is bound to become a stepping stone for the advancement of the times and is abandoned by the ever-changing innovations. As a result, the virtual currency that should be in charge of development is gradually appearing in the eyes of the viewers.
Virtual currency, the unreal currency, has the function that the physical currency does not have. When the virtual currency has just appeared in the market, it has not yet been associated with the physical currency. It has already been used in large-scale online games such as "World of Warcraft". Play the role of currency, which is called "closed" or "fictional currency", and the economic development is getting more and more prosperous. The applied fields are becoming more and more broad, which makes the virtual currency not only fill the gap of the physical currency, but also Promote the integration of global trade.
What is the core technology of virtual currency? Blockchain, which is "an open, distributed ledger, makes it convenient and quick to record transactions between two parties, and can permanently check records." To use as a distributed ledger, blockchain is usually made up of peer-to-peer networks. Managed, the network collectively complies with the protocol used to verify the new block. Once recorded, the data in any given block cannot be retroactively changed without the need to change all subsequent blocks, which requires the collusion of the majority of the network.
How is Oeanc's blockchain different from other virtual currencies? It uses cryptography for linking and protection. Each block usually contains a cryptographic hash of the previous block, timestamp, and transaction data. Depending on the design, the blockchain can robustly resist data tampering, and Oeanc's blockchain can handle Its corresponding Bitcoin higher transaction volume, so efficient, flexible, lightweight, fast has become the best manifestation of its excellent performance, and Oeanc's R & D team to solve the stability of the marine trade, to solve the existence of the marine trading system The crisis, so that people realize that the value of Oeanc is as valuable as the ocean, this strategic awareness is much higher than other virtual currency.
As everyone knows, 70% of the earth's surface is covered with water, which is enough to explain the importance of ocean trade, so the future of Oeanc will surely shine!]]>
On Wednesday morning at the Game Developers Conference in San Francisco Epic Games unveiled a remarkable demonstration of its latest real-time digital rendering system called Unreal Engine. The demonstration showed a completely digital copy of actor Andy…
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Al kitab, the book, has been named QUR’AN, derived from the verb qura-a, which means to recite or to read. Therefore, the literal meaning of Qur’an is recitation, in the light of verses 75:16 to 19 of al Qiyamah, and in view of verse 2:185 of al Baqarah, it is a guidance with clear proofs, and a distinction. It is furqan - that which teaches us to distinguish between good and evil, • According to verse 25:1 of al Furqan, on account of it’s containing the principles of good and evil, and also the conditions of reward and punishment. • It is also called furqan because of its gradual delivery, part by part, according to verses 17:106 and 107 of Bani Israil. • According to verse 15:9 of al Hijr, it is dhikr, the reminder. • Al kitab is hakim (a decisive book of divine wisdom), • aziz (a unique book of natural beauty), • hamid (praiseworthy), • majid (glorious), • karim (bounteous and honoured) and • mubin (clear and expressive). • It is also ummul kitab, the mother book. The application of this title is with regard to the clear revelations, beyond all ambiguity (ayat ulmuhkamat) - they are the substance of the book as per verse 3:7 of Ali Imran, in the light of which the rest of the book is explained. THE QUR’AN HAS BEEN SPECIFIED AS THE BOOK, AS WELL AS, THE WORD OR SENTENCE OF ALLAH (SWT). THE BOOK AND THE WORD ARE THE VEHICLES OF THOUGHT AND WILL. **When the expression of thought or will, or both, are written, giving stability and simultaneity to the components, it is a book, **whereas the word is only the spoken expression. Although the expression, whether written or spoken, is attributable to the knowledge and the ability of the author or speaker, it is absurd to refer to the work of the author or speaker as his attribute, because knowledge or ability, and not its outcome, is the attribute. In normal sense, the word is produced by highly organised functions of the vocal organs of living beings; and a book is the result of the elaborate labour of man's hand, pen, paper and ink etc. This does not apply to the word and the book of ALLAH (SWT). According to Imam Ali ibne Abi Talib, the word of ALLAH (SWT) is not a spoken expression in the sense of sound but is a divine will. He said: “It is not a sound that strikes the ear, nor a voice to be heard. Verily His words are His work, originated by Him.” HIS WORK, ORIGINATED BY HIM, HAD STABILITY AND SIMULTANEITY PRIOR TO ITS GRADUAL DELIVERY TO THE VISIBLE WORLD; and after the appearance in the lowest sphere of manifestation, this stable and simultaneous work became His book. Therefore, it has continuity, in the order of descent, by the continuity of His will. In view of these two aspects, all that has been created (the whole and its parts) is His word, the effect of His creative will. On account of its stability and the simultaneity of its parts the whole creation is a book of ALLAH (SWT) i.e. THE WRITTEN EXPRESSION OF HIS WILL AND THOUGHT. Generally, the endurance of the written expression does not depend upon the existence of its author, or the continuity of his attention. BUT THE RELATION BETWEEN THE CREATED AND THE CREATOR, AS POINTED OUT BY THE QUR’AN, IS LIKE  THE RAY OF LIGHT TO ITS SOURCE;  THE REACTION TO THE ACTION;  THE REFLECTION TO THE RADIATION;  THE SPEECH TO THE CONTINUITY OF ATTENTION AND THE WILL TO SPEAK; OR  THE MENTAL PROCESS TO THE ATTENTION. Also, as the speech is related to the speaker, so too the genesis, survival, continuity and simultaneity of the parts of every finite being is related to the continuity of the attention and will of the infinite, the creator. Viewing the creation from this angle, it is the word of ALLAH (SWT). THEREFORE, THE EFFECT OR OUTCOME OF THE DIVINE WILL AND KNOWLEDGE IS THE BOOK, AS WELL AS, THE WORD OF ALLAH (SWT). ALLAH (SWT) IS THE ABSOLUTE AND THE ULTIMATE AUTHORITY IN THE DOMAIN OF CREATION (“WHAT IS”), AS WELL AS, IN THE DOMAIN OF LEGISLATION (“WHAT OUGHT TO BE”). In the “WHAT IS”, there is no place for the will of the creature. In the “WHAT OUGHT TO BE”, the will of the creature operates as a ‘reaction’. With reference to the “what is”, the book of ALLAH (SWT) is the kitab ul takwini. In connection with the “what ought to be”, it is the kitab ul tashri-i. The source of both the books, the takwini and the tashri-i (under the process of tanzil, the gradual delivery), is with ALLAH (SWT), immeasurable, but the revealed form, He had sent down, is in a known measure (see verse 15:21 of al Hijr). Nazul or the revelation is a term applied in the Qur’an to the process of descent from the infinite to the finite, in CREATION as well as in LEGISLATION. The divine revelation, in legislation, passes through the same stages of intellectual, angelical and non-material agencies, as it does in creation. In creation, the last stage of revelation is that when it is exposed to our senses, termed as alam shahadat (the visible world), AND alam malak (the world of cause and effect). IN LEGISLATION THE LAST STAGE OF REVELATION IS THE HEART (POWER TO VISUALISE) OF THE HOLY PROPHET (PBUH & HF), PRIOR TO ITS UTTERANCE. THEREFORE, THIS REVELATION (LEGISLATION) IS IN COMPLETE CONFORMITY WITH THE REVELATION REGARDING CREATION. Imam Ali ibne Abi Talib says: “Although you see yourself as a "nothing to speak of" origin, in you is summed up the vast universe; and, therefore, you are the meaningful book whose words make clear the unknown.” THUS MAN IS THE SYNTHESIS OF KITAB UL TAKWINI, OR A BRIEF SUMMARY OF THE UNIVERSE, A MICROCOSM (ALAM SAGHIR), AND THE UNIVERSE IS A UNIVERSAL MAN (INSAN UL KABIR). EACH CAN BE VIEWED IN THE LIGHT OF THE OTHER. This is only applicable to a man who has reached the superlative sphere of intellectual attainment and is capable of direct communion with the absolute, which is the highest stage of obedience (ububiyat). It is applicable to the last prophet of ALLAH (SWT). And it is applicable to those whom he had identified with himself in such attainment. IT IS UNANIMOUSLY AGREED AND UNIVERSALLY ACKNOWLEDGED BY ALL SCHOOLS OF ISLAM THAT THE HOLY PROPHET (PBUH & HF) DID NOT IDENTIFY ANYONE WITH HIMSELF NOR HIMSELF WITH ANYONE SAVE ALI, FATIMAH, HASAN, HUSAYN AND THE OTHER NINE IMAMS OF HIS HOUSE. The Holy Prophet (pbuh & hf) had said: I and Ali are from "one and same" divine light. The first of us is Muhammad, The middle of us is Muhammad, The last of us is Muhammad, Every one of us is Muhammad. NEXT TO THE HOLY PROPHET (PBUH & HF) AND THOSE MENTIONED ABOVE, ARE THE OTHER PROPHETS AND MESSENGERS OF ALLAH (SWT), ACCORDING TO THEIR VARIOUS DEGREES OF ATTAINMENT. To each of them the word and the book of ALLAH (SWT), in the realm of legislation, had been revealed, keeping in view their respective degree of attainment as the microcosm and purposeful book of creation. THE HIGHER A PROPHET WAS IN HIS ATTAINMENT, THE MORE COMPREHENSIVELY WAS THE WORD AND THE BOOK REVEALED TO HIM. **The last prophet, in his ascent, reached the maximum stage of qaba aw adna (two bows length, or even nearer – Najm 53:9), THEREFORE, the word and the book revealed to him was the most comprehensive, the most expressive, and the final revelation, tammat kalimatu rabbika sidqan wa adla (and perfect is the word of your Lord in truth and justice) - See verses 6:115 and 116 of al An-am. While explaining the word and the book, in their origin and in the various stages of their revelation down to the visible world, the process of descent from the infinite to the finite and from the absolute unity to manifold multiplicity has been dealt with. NOW IT MUST BE MENTIONED, as pointed out earlier, THAT THE PROCESS OF CREATION IS CIRCULAR IN NATURE, AND ALL THAT WHICH HAS BEEN CREATED SHOULD RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL SOURCE, THEREFORE, THE ASCENT, FROM THE FINITE TO THE INFINITE, AND FROM MULTIPLICITY TO UNITY, NECESSARILY FOLLOWS THE SAME STAGES OF THE DESCENT IN REVERSE. He regulates (all) affairs from heaven to the earth; then it shall ascend unto Him. (SAJDAH 32:5) Also refer to verse 34:2 of al Saba, and verse 30:11 of al Rum. WHATEVER COMES INTO EXISTENCE IN THE LOWEST REALM, *BE IT A SUBSTANCE, *AN ACCIDENT, OR *AN ACTION, APPEARS IN THE HIGHEST IN A REFINED FORM, OR CORRESPONDINGLY RETAINS ITS REFINED IMPRESSION. These impressions may be termed as the divine books of the hereafter (kutub ma badut tabiyy) i.e. books post-physical, in the same way as the impressions present in the process of revelation, prior to the visible world, may be termed as book pre-physical. The origin and the absolute reality behind the phenomenon, the universe, in all its stages and phases, is identified with the infinite excellence. Therefore, it must be said that the stages, in both the arcs of descent and ascent, together with their contents, closer to the infinite, are more real than the stages further from the absolute. In fact the lower stages are the impressions, images and reflections of the real entities in the higher stages. And there is not a thing but with Us are its treasures, and We do not send it down but in a known measure. (HIJR 15:21) In the initial stages of contemplation, the things perceptible to the senses look real, and all that which is out of sight (beyond perception) appears to be imaginary, BUT WHEN the intellectual observation and vision grasps the above view point and reaches beyond, this state of mind will give the impression of unreality and the ideas beyond take the shape of reality. SO, THE THINGS which appear in the sensual realm are merely of an illusory nature, unreal; because their reality lies in the realm beyond. This imperative condition is applicable to the book of creation (kitab ul takwini), the visible phenomenon of creation, as well as the revealed book of legislation (kitab ul tashri-i). To deny the existence of the Qur’an, or the other sacred scriptures, prior to their advent in their visible form, means the denial of the proceeding of the universe from the infinitely perfect absolute. It would be an unreasonable denial based upon a negative approach (from the imperfect to the perfect and from the unconscious to the conscious), BECAUSE the basis of pure scientific investigation is that "a thing cannot come out of nothing." Or were they created by nothing? (verse Tur 52:35). THE TRUTH THAT WHATEVER APPEARS IN THE VISIBLE WORLD HAS HAD A PRE-EXISTENCE IN SOME FORM IN THE BOOK (THE UNSEEN WORLD), as stated in verse 57:22 of al Hadid, HAS TO BE ACCEPTED. THE QUR’AN, in verses 13:38 and 39 of al Rad says that "for every term (age) there is a book (a written record) prescribed; (of it) ALLAH (SWT) effaces what He wills, and confirms (what He wills); and with Him is the mother of the book (basic source)." It means that for every fixed term or period there is a book which is subject to change. ALSO FOR every soul and for every community there is a book (see verse 64:11 of al Taghabun) AND EACH of these has two books, *the book prior to its existence and *the book after its existence (see verses 45:27 and 28 of al Jathiyah, and verses 17:13 and 14 of Bani Isra-il). All these partial books, dealing with conduct and character and various aspects, prior to or after the visible appearance, are included in the ummul kitab, which is with ALLAH (SWT) (see verses 13:38 and 39 of al Rad), represented here by the Qur’an which is ummul kitab, as well as, kitab ul mubin. Therefore, all references to al-kitab indicate the Qur’an either in its revealed form or in its form prior to revelation. THE QUR’AN IS THE SUM TOTAL OF THE WORD AND THE BOOK OF ALLAH (SWT). IT IS THE MAP OF THE UNIVERSE. Its letters, words, clauses, sentences, chapters, parts, and symbols, jointly or severally, signify the facts of the creation in its circular process. To read and understand any map, a fixed scale is required, without which it would be a meaningless mass of unrelated and irrelevant dots and lines having no value or significance. THEREFORE, IN THE CASE OF THE QUR’AN, THOSE WHO DO NOT MAKE USE OF THE "REAL SCALE", REMAIN UNATTACHED, GO ASTRAY AND WANDER IN THE WILDERNESS OF IGNORANCE AND CONFUSION. The Qur’an refers to this fact. "Verily, We sent Our messengers with clear proofs, and revealed with them the book and the scale, that mankind may observe right measure (establish themselves in justice): (HADID 57:25) REASON, WITH ITS LIMITATIONS, CAN BE APPLIED AS A SCALE, BUT THE QUR’AN PROVIDES THE CLEAR GUIDANCE AS TO WHO ARE THE TRUE SCALE. Verily (indeed) it is Qur’an honourable, in a book, hidden, which none touches save the purified. (WAQI-AH 56:77 to 79) “THE TOUCH”, MENTIONED IN THE ABOVE VERSE, IS NOT PHYSICAL IN NATURE, BUT IS PURELY INTELLECTUAL AND SPIRITUAL, WHICH IMPLIES TOTAL IDENTIFICATION OF THE KNOWN, THE KNOWING AND THE KNOWER, INSEPARABLE FROM EACH OTHER. THEREFORE, ONLY THE THOROUGHLY PURIFIED SOULS, AS SHOWN IN THE ABOVE VERSE, CAN BE IN TOUCH WITH THE QUR’AN IN ITS PRE-REVEALED FORM, AS IT IS IN THE HIDDEN BOOK. THE QUR’AN CLEARLY IDENTIFIES SUCH PERSONS WHO HAVE BEEN THOROUGHLY PURIFIED BY ALLAH (SWT) HIMSELF TO THE PERFECT DEGREE IN VERSE 33:33 OF AL AHZAB. THEY ARE THE AHLUL BAYT, THE PEOPLE OF THE HOLY HOUSE. The well-known and the most authentic declaration of the Holy Prophet (pbuh & hf) (Hadith Thaqalayn) is the confirming interpretation of these verses. THE HOLY BOOK AND THE HOLY AHLUL BAYT ARE INSEPARABLY IDENTIFIED WITH EACH OTHER FROM THEIR ORIGIN, DOWN IN THE ARC OF DESCENT, AND UP AGAIN IN THEIR ASCENT (RETURN) TO THE PRESENCE OF THE MALIKI YAWMID DIN. It makes no difference whether the term imamum mabin, in verse 36:12 of Ya Sin, is interpreted either as the Ahlul Bayt or as the Qur’an, for these two are neither separate from each other nor will ever be separable, because one reflects the other. And everything we have confined into a clear expressive guide. (YA SIN 36:12) THE REVEALED BOOK, IN OUR HANDS, DOES NOT SPEAK, AND IS THEREFORE MUTE (SAMIT); WHEREAS THE AHLUL BAYT BY BEING ABLE TO SPEAK ARE ELOQUENT (NATIQ). THIS CONCLUSION IS BASED UPON THE QUR’AN AND THE WORDING OF THE HOLY PROPHET (PBUH & HF). WHOEVER DOES NOT ACCEPT IT, DOES SO, BASED ON HIS OWN CONJECTURAL DISCRETION?]]>
The cold breezes of December's Friday whispered me to stay bedside, but my duties and responsibilities invited me for a coffee. I had to attend the secondary press conference of school publication. Since i was 6, I started to collect story books, loved to see the illustration in the books though i didn't know how to read yet. I arrived at school exactly 6:15 in the morning, no one was there except of the students who would also participate the said press con. There she was; our adviser, she wore a tight white jeans topped with white spaghetti covered with transparent pink bolero. The reading glasses was classy enough for a 47 year old woman to put on, she's little than 5 feet tall but i adored her capacity to handle herself along with others.
The conference ended past 6 in the evening. The weather was cloudy and it wasn't good for her to travel way home, it would take more than 2 hours before she could reach the destination, it would make bit longer because of heavy traffic during evening. So, she decided to spend the night at the school library. It sounded creepy, but we promised that we would accompany her. We asked permission from our parent and they agreed. We were shocked when we got there, there were folding bed, pillows, and blanket Where did she get it?. We found out that she already settled herself at the library since November. She had a family, a strict stout husband and 3 children; 2 lovely girls and a rebellious boy. They had a house near at school but they sold it and move to other town. She could only spend her time with her family in weekends. She tried to settle in her mother's residence, a 75 year old widowed who was supported by her children . At first, it was fine but days later, her mom started to treat her as a 12 year old child who wasn't allowed to come home late, scolded her in front of the crowd. It was awkward for her, so she decided to move. There was hear- see that her mom was an evil. But i never believe such thing. I believe in ghost but never in human shifting creatures who eat human's flesh. I just couldn't believe that a petite woman like her was able to sleep at the creepy room alone. She was a fortifide dauntless.
The promised that we would accompany her became a daily routine. My parents weren't agreed with that idea, but i explained that she really need someone who would look for her. By God's grace they realized that i was doing a virtuous act. Imagine just only the 3 of us spending the night in a creepy place, only a small lamp served as our vision (1 and a half month no electricity power after Yolanda's massive destruction). The sound of cicadas made the event more frightening, it felt like were in a horror movie that dracula might appear anytime.
We talked so much about life. About experienced; triumps and trials; success, failures that taught her lessons. I know her flaws, her favorites, her birthday. We greeted each other every morning. 2 weeks past and i got myself trusting her. Yes, i started to commit myself to her.
Barry manilow's 'Somewhere down the road' was her favorite song- our favorite song. She really love the message conveyed on the song. When were bored, we sang it. I always remember her everytime it plays.
January, she brought her princess to us, she introduced her. There relationship was so close, the child never lied to her. She always follows what her mom says. Good for me, i really love to make fun with children, but im not pedophile. It was just im ready to have a family, find a wife and make a child but i can't afford to support them now. I got her little girl's trust. February, it was Valentine's day, i gave her a one long yellow pad love letter. I wrote how much i care for her, how much i love her, how lucky i was to have her. I still remember the last part of it, " P.S. i never treat you as my ma'am, but as my mom. I love you!" Little drops of liquid flew from her eyes. I've seen it, she cried a little. March, I made the most terrible mistake. She loves to chat with foreign people, she wanted to know their culture. Though she's not flirting, I still hated her for doing it. So, I sabotaged my friend to make a fake account and trick her. We bursted in laughters when she bit the bait. But i felt guilty about it, we told her about what we did. She scolded me in her calmest state. Love is when she told me that my action hurts. Love is when she told me what she didn't like in me. I just let her madness poured, i was quite guilty. Love is when i silently listened in her madness. Love is when my heart was melting when her tune started to vibrate. " It feels like you don't respect me." She didn't look at me. She covered herself with blanket. I swear to God i respect her the way how a child must respect his mother. I wanted to apologize but i couldn't. It's not pride, it's just i never done it before, never apologized to someone with all my sincerity. I was afraid that maybe she would neglect my apology, i was afraid to be rejected by someone I love that's why I always give them morethan what they deserve. My way of apologizing was through action. She knew I was sincered but she still wanted me to apologize through words. Days later, she's not giving me any of her attention, when she wanted to tell me something, she just used the word 'siya'. At first it was a bit funny, but i got pissed off. Her volcanic emotion erupted. The partly cloudy sky started to create thunders and lightnings. Then, it strucked me.
One afternoon, i visited the library. She asked my friend to ask me if it was okay for me if i wouldn't sleep with her temporarily. I didn't want to, but i had no choice. I lied to my parents when they wondered why i didn't sleep with her. Long consecutive nights i couldn't sleep well thinking about how much i hurt her. One night, I messaged her, i wanted to spend a night with her, i wanted to apologized in the most sincere way. I knocked the door twice and kicked the lower part; our password. She didn't open the door. " Aren't you ready to face me?" I forced myself not to shake. "I'm sorry, but i'm not yet ready." There's a little madness in her tune. I began to pity myself, " Then when?" "I don't know. Do you really only treat me like your mom or morethan?" As if she was a lawyer questioning a gulity man at the court. It shocked me. What does she mean? My heart started to get numb. It created a little grump inside me. Did she put malice on all the good things i've done to her? It hurts so bad that i wanted to shout my anger about what i heard. I decided to get out before i could express my anger. I couldn't blame her for thinking that way, i gave her so much care, but i swear to God that it was just a parental love. Is it wrong to give a person morethan what she deserves?
We met several times at school. I couldn't look directly into her eyes. I was afraid she might see my face turns red, as a sign of ambivalence. I hated her. She was the graduation host. During graduation practice she was not calling my name.
Vacation season, April, i was at the internet cafe, trenching my thirst to an addicting online shooting game. She just popped up in my head, so i decided to message her. " Ma, how are you?" " Im just fine, where are you? Im here at my mom's house." I knew what she meant, she wanted to see me and talk about things we failed to discuss. I wasn't ready to face her so i didn't come to see her. The internet cafe and her mother's house are one house away. One Sunday evening again, while walking down the acacia tree, the vision was dark because of the shadow of the tree. I met a lady and i greeted her a good evening. The lady nodded. The light from the passing cars refracted her height, reflected from her eye glasses. We passed each other, woman's presence was familiar. I turned back, although the visiom wasn't clear, I still knew it was her. One afternoon, after playing the online game i've been addicting of, I decided to go home. I was at the internet cafe's gate when suddenly someone called my name, it was her princess. The little girl hugged me and asked to come to her mother. I just found an excuse to refuse her, although the kid was already trying to drag me. She didn't know what happened at all.
May, it was school brigade. One Wednesday evening, while busy pressing the keyboard and mouse. She and her little girl entered the internet cafe. The child sat beside me, dropped 5 peso in the slot and the monitor began to flash. The little girl began to talked in a polite way. " Brother, do you know how to create an account?" Reffering to facebook. Her friends already have it. I began to move the little girl's mouse when she interrupted me. " Angel don't ask him to help you, he might betray you like how he betrayed me!" Then, she walked away. I felt like a double- blade pierced in my heart and started to set back and forth until my heart completely sliced. I nevef felt such pain before, she unrelated person i let to be part of my upside down world- who was able to bleed. My parents' painful word never hurt me like she did. That moment, i promised myself that i won't write a dedicating poem or love letter to anyone.
2 years past, we didn't see each other's face anymore. While I was studying as college student, we meet at the trike's loading area. She asked about my study, i answered her in the serious manner. She looked at me like nothing between us happened. I acted as if she was an ordinary acquaintant, who was nothing to me, nothing to be worried. She paid for my ride, I thanked her. It would be pointless if i try to tape again our broken relationship. Even if we would become close again there are still gaps between us that would serve as barriers against each other. When i got home, i asked myself, why do i still feel affected? While i was studying in college i met a sarcastic teacher. His negativity taught me lessons i found real weird, something beyond what we thought unreal. I told myself that that would pay all the debts in her through him. I should inspire a teacher. .His sarcasticity was sometimes disturbing. I hate him! He was funny but taking the edge of his sharp heart was never easy, it took a lot of my pride, i made i self sensitive towards him, and tried to be considerate and understanding at all times. When he noticed me, he dragged my confidence in front of everyone. He was trying to test me, maybe because i was the only student who told him how much i don't like his attitude towards others. I really wanted to inspire and apreciate him. I guessed the best way to inspire a teacher is to make yourself successful, so i must. There were times i wanted to stop it, but she always come accross my mind everytime i try to give up on him. I accepted his challenge, so I tested him back, how long will he maintain his acting. There were times i wanted to stop He was trying to convince everyone that he doesn't care for others emotion where infact his just a sensitive old man. How did i say? He won't tell every one the letter i sent to him if it didn't create an impact to him. guessed, I was better at logic and analysis.
Let's go back to the topic! The sarcastic teacher made me realized that in order to be the person i wanted to be (purify), i must let go of the things and memories that i keep on holding on and keep on holding me. All the questions about me and her must be answered. How did she come up to the idea of what ever it was? Her memories kept on holding me, so i decided to have a sensual conversation with her. I went to the library, i felt the ambivalence i felt 4 years ago. I was in the front of the door, it was open. The place was still the same, only the arrangement of the book shelf was different. I asked the student sitting on a wooden bench, reading magazine of foods. It was but it was too late. She already moved to other school a year ago. How could I purify myself anymore? I sent a letter to my sarcastic teacher asking for another way to purify but he didn't respond. He might think i was kidding.
The magical thing happened. One night of October. After exam week, it was 9 in the evening, i hate night class. At the trike's loading area, we met again. She's with her little princess. They occupied the front row while i was on the back row. The ambivalence i felt, it was unexplainable. I was happy and somewhat excited. I didn't feel bad anymore. Just when i thought i was not done with her were infact completely over. I was happy for the both of us. Our lives was in right decimal already. I was shocked when she began to asked. "How are you?" Reffering to the person besides me. She smiled and then her eyes move to me. She still knows me just how i still know her.
I guessed, it was successful. I was able to inspire that sarcastic teacher! Did i?
Then met Rezel, my greatest love failure.
P. S. sorry for the grammar. :( FIlipino was my stuff. i just tried it.]]>